telephone.

i made a series of phone/video calls tonight.

i need to do this more often.

i need to try and make the effort to stay in touch with friends and family.  not only does this strengthen my relationships with the people that i do care about, but it also makes me happier.  i often feel quite glum about my friend status here in nashville.  i think one of the hardest things about moving here or to anywhere new is the fact that you're starting from scratch.  you are choosing to leave what you know behind and to venture off into a completely new surrounding.  coming to nashville, i didnt know a single person, and, to be quite honest, it has been rather difficult building lasting, meaningful relationships.  i do miss having friends that i can count on and rely on for a good talking.  i do have quite a few friends that i have no problem staying in touch with.  but then there are others that are just not easy to keep.  i just need to make a more conscious effort to stay in touch with some of these people.  i need to find a way for me to be genuinely interested in their lives.  for being so social, it is surprising to me how antisocial i can be.

all in all.  i need to get on the phone.